am i what i am

2008-10-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

I do not understand and I would never wanna noe why....

-ting-

pictures time

2007-08-16T20:22:00.001+08:00

The amount of pictures that I have accumulated it..wow!!! Just gonna pick a few to tell you guys what have been happening in my life :)

About a week before graduation, I went to school to get my gown, and coincidentally, I met KK... haven't seen him ever since we left school months back.... miss him lots......

On the day of graduation, only mummy went to my graduation cause daddy wasn't feeling well... it was quite a disappointment though... but nevermind, I've got mummy to support me :) And apparently, this picture is taken in the school library with Terence. I din pay my library fine, so I can't collect my cert.. like what the heck! Thanks Terence for accompanying me all the way there......

Jac and Me

Yuhui and Me

My dear girls, I would never forget how we fought hard during our last 2 years of poly to get good grades :)

And I say JOYCE!! getting toned up, tanned and pretty.... way to go gal

And lastly, it was Muq and Colin! I haven seen them for about half a year! Was great seeing them :)

Went out with the gang, and Azli, the first driver in our gang turned up with his car! And we went for a car ride :) Muddy actually shaved!!!!! goodness... he looks exactly back den when he was in sec 2... when he was chubby and short! ;p

Haarto is our favourite hangout place. Ambience quiet, lovely and cosy environment and ice cream is nice......

Met up with Lunz and we headed to Jurong Point and we ate BB.. look how big his burgers were!!! lol.....

And after dinner, we headed to Toys R Us and Lunz would always have means and ways to entertain himself! see.....

*ting

work work and more work

2007-06-24T12:33:00.000+08:00

Work has been not too bad though, and its the end of the month which means that its OT time again. But I have been so tired these days... have to cope with driving and work. Driving can be so tiring esp when u have a long day at work.

Sad to say, I am thinking of going back to work after my driving next week (since my driving is 3 times a week next week) to finish up my stuff...

Oh ya.. wanted to comment about something! GUYS THESE DAYS! Ever since I have started working, i take the train everyday to work and i meet different people. And one thing that i have notices is that guys are getting so insensitive and ungentleman!!! They push their way through their way in the train when it stops and open at the station, and they rush to any vacant seats they can find, ignoring and neglecting those that needs those seats more than they do. And once, i saw this pregnant lady standing in front of an army guy, and I WAS so sure that the bugger saw her, but he pretended to close his eyes.

In the end, it was an elderly man who gave up his seats!

What a disgrace!!!

*ting

opps....

2007-05-31T13:18:00.000+08:00

Yupz.. i know i know.. I haven't been updating for a long long time. I have been really busy at work. Finally at of 12am, i have gotten my first pay! *yipee* But this time round, i really have to spend wisely and plan before i spend.

But on the other hand, i don't think I have much time to spend also, with all the OT that I have been doing, coping with my driving, I'm really so exhausted that I haven't been meeting my darlings and friends. Thank god that I still have the energy to have lunch appointment with rice and xuan every Saturday after my work :)

Anyway, though is a holiday today, don't think i will be going out today. The weather is not good today, and going anywhere with such a wet weather is just a spoil joy... BUT... feel like catching a movie though...

Talking about work, well.. not really good..

When you say that in school, doing projects or whatever, you get backstabbed by your friends or project mates, is nothing compared by being backstabbed when you are working. The thing is, they act so well that you don't even feel a thing. Esp when you are a newbie in the co. Sometimes when you know it, you feel that u are just a fool all along. Finally, i met a guy in my co. who is SO kaypo... and he actually gossips with the girls, intercom and gossip, how wonderful is that?!

This kinda guy really turn me off man!!! Sickening!

*ting

OL

2007-05-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

I'm officially known as an OL - office lady by Minty! Have been working for 2 weeks now and life seems to be going back to normal, like heading to bed by 12, waking up by 6.45am. It was a horror initially, and i literally KO the moment i came back from the first week, sleeping from 8 till the next morning.

I cant enjoy myself on Fridays like Mr Lee does coz he has a 5 day working week and i have 5.5. That 0.5 difference means alot to me. He can get up like 3 plus in the afternoon on Sat and i have to get my arse moving at 6.45.

I remember the times when he would always be working on Fridays and Saturdays, when is a night to have fun, only taking occasional leaves to attend to his brudder's birthday and stuff, but now, i can meet him, or rather ONLY can meet him on Saturdays coz both of us are real busy and tired on weekdays, only exceptions that we would meet for dinner if he heads down to Chevrons to chill.

I have learnt quite a bit in this company, only bout 60% i guess. There's alot of work to be done and my job scope covers a whole load of stuff. From invoicing, liasing, booking, billing..... though the workload could be traumatizing at times, but is a good experience for me.... I'm still young, and i can absorb things much faster at this age, so i guess its a better option to learn what you can when you can.

Anyway, went out with the guys and Mr Lee yest.. Jinyong, Ammer, Sam, and Sam's friend Jeremy. Yassin, and then to classique ( i have no idea how its spelt) at Sultan Plaza... is nice chillin gout with your friends on Saturday night till wee hours. Spoil joy part is that u get home late, naturally u would sleep in late, and when u wake up, half the day is gone and you have to remind yourself that u have to work tmr!

Sad isn't it?

ting

start of work

2007-05-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

Finally I have started work after slacking for a good whole one month. Pressure and stress is knocking on my door soon. Hoping I can blend in well with the company's culture. Being in the sales department seems fun, but the thing is, turnover rate is high. I would try not to think of the word quitting as much as possible, but to think bout it, your colleagues keep changing and turnover rate is so high, how not to feel demoralised and unmotivated at work?

Just got myself a new skirt with courtesy of Brandon Lee's pocket, thanks. Can't be bothered about much things anyway.

Gotta go wash up and get my ass to finally watch the last episode of Princess Hours.

*ting

sickening or what

2007-04-21T16:16:00.000+08:00

This week passed just like that *poof*, was bran's first week at work and i met him yesterday and it was a night with the guys at Yassin. Not meeting isn't that hard at all, in fact, at times, i just like the life I am leading...

No job yet, just letting nature take its course. I don't care what professionalism the rest are talking about, I just want to do the things that I like, and not perform the job because of any professional behavior.

Mummy's birthday on 18th Apr, same as Tham, had chilli crab after such a long time. I remember the last time I had chilli crab was with Minty and Kimmy somewhere at CCK.

At this instance, i just don't feel like doing anything..... i don't wanna have dinner with him, don't wanna step out of my house......

P.S.: bitches would always be bitches... screw u!

*ting

good luck my dear

2007-04-16T01:50:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with boyfriend today to get all the stuff his need for work. All the best boyfriend.. and good luck.

Love,
*ting

random

2007-04-11T15:59:00.000+08:00

Saw a few pics lingering around in my desktop, the rest are will in my lappy. So decided to use my desktop to update a short entry.

Today is SBM orientation, I haven been able to get in touch with some of my juniors. Jessica - if you happen to see this entry which i hope you do, can u like call me back?!?! You are terribly missed!!! Call you dun pick up, msg you dun reply.. i'm hurt by u dammit....

Met Muddy and Azli last night and we chat like crazy... i missed those days when we sit down in a group having some illegal gathering and enjoying ourselves :) Anyway, boyfriend came after that and picked me up for some movie renting and supper. And and and..... the soccer match was damn exciting last night.. Man U vs Roma! Woohoo.. those goals was damn exciting can!

Anway, the other day and Ben's bday party, din take photos.... but i took from kimmy...

See that BIG 50 cent coin?! Lunz's into magic... and he amazed me with that during ben's party...

Happy to have seen kimmy and minty that day. Minty went off early... so i only took pics with kimmy......

And this was weeks weeks weeks weeks back during ah da's bday at Crew Room.

Lastly... a message to my darling Mavis who is physically in Aust.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!

and also..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUNZ LUNZ!!!!

*ting

boring sunday

2007-04-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to have a breakfast date with boyfriend, but he never called. As usual, he was snoozing away. So much so for asking me to sleep early so that I would be able to pick up his call... THANKS AR!

And as i thought about going shopping to get some tops, it started raining really heavily. So there goes my shopping! argh...

Have a job interview next week.... I really hope everything goes well...

*i hate the weather

*ting

my phone

2007-04-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

I think my phone is dying on me soon.. real soon.. i gotta sell it fast and hopefully get a new phone. If not, would have to use the Sony Erricson phone again which is in perfect condition.

*ting

k craving

2007-04-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. I have the k and driking craving now... haven done that in quite a while. But my kakis are no longer here.. my dear mavis.. boohoo... u're missed.. terribly.

No mavis=
*no shopping
*no drinking
*no K-ing
*no slumber party
*no running
*no swimming

My life could just simply be so bored without you!!

ting

i've been lazy

2007-04-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

I have been sending resumes, going interviews, going driving lessons.. finally these 2 days I can slack at home without spending money.. Boyfriend has been busy working this week and tonight he's celebrating his colleague's birthday @ St James...

Anyway, photos have been piling up and I finally have the mood to upload them...

The gang went west coast to eat, thereafter mac to chill.

all she does is dream

she loves me that much
she hates me taking photo of her

This little sweetie is darling's niece.. she is sooo cute......

human is greedy

2007-03-25T02:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWYN.

Was at Ben's 21st party, as usual, there was a whole crowd, tentage was built, Bran was mixing drinks, everyone was socialising... haven seen kim and minty for quite some time already, but i could not find minty halfway, guess she left... talked to joreen too... but i just realised that our topic was no longer what course u taking, who is your PEM, rules of the school and stuff. Instead, it was where are you working now, how is the pay like, any career advancement and stuff... sigh.. guess time have indeed passed so fast that is no longer sch gal period, but a would of working and reality society....

What exactly do we want in life?!

There is no yardstick to this question.. some people hope to be a tai tai and marry a rich guy, some hope to find that someone right to spend the rest of their life with, some may be thinking of climbing that corporate ladder... how about me?! What exactly do i want in life then?! I guess I have to really think it through before i pen it down on my next entry...

Enough about life... now.. how about relationship? Relationship with parents, your friends, your partner, how do you maintain that kinda relationship? I was just talking to my friend that i met during my attachment, and we were talking bout relationship. Can a guy really share his love between 2 women that he love? Can a person control their own feelings towards the opp gender? Can parents treat their kids as if they are best friends? Or authority has to be given in order to draw a line between them? How do you know if your partner is the right one? Any defination on how old is too old or too young to engage in a relationship, or even start a family?

These are not nonsensical questions that i have thought about.. these are issues that are happening around the clock. Even at this point of time that i am writing my blog, someone out there are arguing over one of these issues that i have stated....

i wonder......

*ting

dedicate to my darling mavis

2007-03-10T16:05:00.000+08:00

Finally i have the time to upload pics that was way way way overdue.... Darling and me went for our annual KL trip last December.. a pity that most of the pics are gone.. but at the very least, a few are left.....

i love the cable car ride.....

trying the thai foot reflexology...

I think the foot reflexology was really really good. A shoulder massage was included though what i wanted was foot reflexology.. and believe it or not, i was having spotting that day. And after the massage, my 'aunt' immediately came and finished off within 4days!! lol...

honey bacon

Darling's mummy never fail to buy packets and packets of honey bacon whenever we are there....is simply yummy!!!!!

darling's cousin... her hokkien is damn tok gong!!

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We had our first gathering after darln came back from Brisbane at Sakura at West Coast....

the girls

the guys

i love us :)

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Went over to darling's place and we had a muffin making session.. it was quite successful though it did not 'fa' big big as we expected! However, we came up with many new flavours - macademia , durian , banana , plain!!

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Would upload the rest again soon.....

ting

age is catching up

2007-03-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

Was packing up my room 2 days ago and I actually sprained my lower back.. like what the hell!!! is was so darn painful la!!

Anyway, feeling much better now... and i better get my arse up and get a job.. if not, i'm gonna spend till there would really be a big hole man...

Went for buffet lunch with boyfriend, ah da and liqin... food was not too bad.. love the sambal fish!! went for k session thereafter and go shop ard. Went back at bout 9 plus... i enjoyed myself..

Haven had boyfriend for the whole day for a long time already :)

ting

exams are over..

2007-03-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over.. finally i can slack and enjoy...

Going for my SBM camp later.. shall update and upload when i come back...

till then..

*ting

chinese new year

2007-02-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

This year chinese new year is not at all fantastic. Received the minimal ang baos and followed my parents the whole day! And just when my cousin asked me over to his place to play cards, my parents dun allow! And we quarrelled.. I'm gonna be damn unlucky for the rest of the year! Damn it................

When i don't interact with my cousins, you say I don't interact with my relatives.. now that is new year and is only once a year, you disagree with this, disagree with that. From this moment on, i'm not gonna take ANY initiative to interact with my perternal cousins!!! Never gonna waste my bloody time!

And NO WAY am I gonna shift my room! I enjoy where i'm sleeping now and I'm not gonna shift to that dusty, humid lizard room!!!!

ting

lack of sleep cause crankiness

2007-02-07T12:55:00.000+08:00

I'm getting a lil' cranky now.. slept for 2 hours yest coz of proj.. Bran din sleep at all last night coz of proj, and now, he's taking a rest in the store and i am taking this chance to slack a lil' while...

Wearing heels almost the whole week is causing all the ugly scars on my foot - blisters.... Jess was commenting that ever since she started wearing heels, her feet became uglier!! lol.. silly gal.... but the fact is, there are layers and layers of plasters all over our feet, and my pouch is full of plasters of different sizes...

Just a few more days, and this week is over! Gotta start cracking on my PSOM, i dread last min work. But one thing that i found out, no matter how early i started my proj, in the end, i would still be rushing it... y so? i wonder....

ting

projects projects

2007-02-07T11:25:00.000+08:00

2 projects down.... 4 more to go....

Thank goodness SMK is over and no questions were asked during presentation :)

Hang in there my dear team-mates... we're halfway there.. we are approaching the finishing line real soon...

ting

sicky

2007-02-01T09:57:00.001+08:00

I'm falling sick soon.... boohoo..... but i can't let this happen coz now is the critical period for all mr projects and presentations are all schedules next week!!!

sob.....

ting

sicky

2007-02-01T09:57:00.000+08:00

I'm falling sick soon.... boohoo..... but i can't let this happen coz now is the critical period for all mr projects and presentations are all schedules next week!!!

sob.....

ting

extraction of wisdom tooth

2007-01-30T15:14:00.000+08:00

Finally boyfriend extracted his wisdom teeth last Friday, but it was the worst experience for him ever. But i was glad that i was there at that point of time.. but i gotta say, wisdom teeth are one of the scariest thing on earth i tell you.

Went shopping with Joyce on Sunday and we headed to town. Both of us bought a hell lot of stuff and i spent a near 200 bucks just for a day! Fortunately, i haven't been on a retail therapy for quite a long time.. a few months to be exact, excluding my trip down to KL on Christmas that is. I bought shoes, tops, bottoms. The best find for that day was my Ralph Lauren top. It was on sales.. but when i head down yesterday, the whole boutique was no longer on sales.... lucky me!

Was in town once again yesterday to go for the trial at MTM, and they showed me those skin trial thingy and it was totally gross!!!! I didn't expect the condition of my face to be as such... but probably, it was a gimmick to let it look so horrible that i actually signed up a session of facial with them...

Dinner with my godparents at Soup Restaurant at Paragon. The one at Jurong Point seriously tastes much better. The service and the samsui chicken is really better....

Gotta chiong on my project this week.. hope to finish my SMK report by Thursday and start doing on my presentation!!

ting

nice weather

2007-01-25T09:27:00.000+08:00

Such a nice weather today to lay in bed and laze around... but too bad, i have to be in sch today by 9 for my one and only class..... Gotta start with my projects soon, i never wanna do last min work ever again. But at the same time, i do wanna spend a lil' time with darling and boyfriend.

Darling would only be round for like approx 3 more weeks.. i'm gonna miss her badly. Guess the next time that i would be able to see her is like near Christmas again?! Like another 10 more months from now.... gosh!

Right, for now, i'm gonna listen in class and give my best shot for the remaining time i have left in sch..

ting

tiring week

2007-01-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

Today's SMK test was alright, it was pretty easy... but i shouldn't be too complacent about that.... but i wasn't the only one who said the paper was rather easy.. my frenz said that too... Anyhoo, now that SMK is over, i have to mug and work OT later for IB tmr... the killer paper... my gosh... i hope this would all end fast....

1 paper down today, 1 more to go tmr... 5 projs on hand, and 4 more papers at the end of feb... goodness!!! but aft 6 more weeks, all would be over.. and maybe, i'll start to miss mugging again... lol....

Not going for QM later... heading down mac to chiong my IB.. i wonder what time would i be stuying until... boyfriend would be worried that i stay out late, but i have no choice my dear.. i simply cant start studying at home!!!

Gotta go do my stuff now.. byeeee

ting

disappointment

2007-01-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

I know i put in effort for my project, but sad to say i didn't score too well for that, but still a passable marks that i am not very satisfied with... just have to work much harder for the rest of my projects....

I have to go to the dentist real soon, i know myself that i am going to fall ill if my teeth still hurts further.... *sobbbbbbb*

Projects are killing me! 5 projects on hand, excluding all the written tests that is coming up.. had my exam time-table and is totally demoralising... 4 days straight in a row! damn......

ting

enjoyable time just passed so quickly.....

2007-01-15T12:18:00.000+08:00

This weekend has just passed so quickly.. just *poof*

Watched 'Cha Wu' on Saturday, the show seems to be nice, but the same time, i don't really get what the show is trying to convey. All i know is that someone writes a name and put it inside an ang pao, and the killer has to kill the person. But there comes a point when there is a repetition of the scene and this is the part that i do not understand what the show is trying to say!! oh wells.... i've learnt my lesson. To be able to understand this kinda show, i have to watch with boyfriend. He would always explain whatever parts that i do not understand after a show.

Went dinna and drinking with Lunz yesterday. Dinner at Paragon Spag, and drinking at Villa Bali. Lunz was complaining that is his time tasting the worst ever lagsane, so that explains everything, he din finish his food. Drinking at Villa was nice, the weather was cool, and i saw Zhiming working there.. (my primary school fren).

Anyhoo, Lunz was trying to be sacastic, saying i could not hold my liquor. In the end, we both drank 3 glasses. I drank cosmo, lychee martini and harvey wallbanger... the Harvey taste like orange juice though..

I really had a nice weekend this week. Thanks peeps...

ting

tired

2007-01-11T09:07:00.000+08:00

Today's weather is so nice to cuddle in my bed, hugging my pillow and bolster, with my blanket on me...... is raining out there now....

Today's lesson would be a long one, getting back my test paper as well for e-services, having dinner with boyfriend later...

Dear boyfriend, if you ever read this, let's go thru this together and fulfilling every single day we have.. you don't know how glad am i to have found you...

ting

my grandpa

2007-01-10T10:47:00.000+08:00

Grandpa was a man of few words. In my memories, he cooked the best steam eggs i've eaten when i was a little kid. He always asked me the same questions whenever i visited him.. "Jie Jie lehz?" He would always sit in front of the television whenever i visited him, and he would use that strong booming voice to respond to me whenever i shouted, "YE YE!!!"

My beloved grandpa passed away on 05th January 2007

The past 5 days, the whole family was taking turns guarding his wake. It was like a gathering for all of us, and no one seems to sense the sadness... until yesterday when it was time to pray to him for the last time and send Grandpa to the crematorium at Mandai.

The whole family was praying aloud when we were at the gallery, awaiting for his coffin to be pushed into the furnace, that is when the even the seemingly strongest people teared, there it was, below us, the coffin my Grandpa was in, decorated by the flowers that were plucked by my cousins and me, and above the flowers are the clothes that my Grandpa always wore when he is attending a function... that strip top, and that grey pants, and that pair of slippers that he always wore to the coffeeshop for his coffee session.

I would always remember my grandpa who has a loud booming voice no matter how sick he was, and has been standing strong......

Goodbye Ye Ye

ting

woohoo..... finally

2007-01-03T11:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Hee.. i know is a lil too late to wish all my friends happy new year, but i guess is better late then never!! Sigh, i still cannot figure the problem to my damn com, i called the service provider and they actually asked me to reformat my com.... goodness....

Christmas in KL and countdown was nice... but i have to wait for my darling mav to send me the pics.. but apparently i think is gone while trasferring into her com... *sob*

Today is the first day of school and is 8am class... sad.. but on a lighter note, no school for me on FRIDAY!!!! woohoo..... is e-learning that day :) and on this first day of school, i got bcak my PSOM ICA results... not to bad.. at least i passed... i'm glad i did........

Gotta listen in class now....

ting

is holiday sooon.....

2006-12-15T13:49:00.000+08:00

Today is Friday, which means today is the last day of school before my holiday starts!! I'm leaving next Friday, so fast...

Guess i'm in a holiday mode now, i cant seem to absorb what my tutor is talking...

ting

my test is horrible

2006-12-14T10:31:00.000+08:00

Apparently i'm unable to sign in at home.. sad..

Just had my e-services test like an hour ago, i think i flunk it totally!! Questions from the tutorial came out, but i did not study.. thank god this was only 10%. But goodness, i wonder what would happen for my exams!! Though is only 40%, but think at all the lectures that i have to study, this is only like 4 lectures and i'm already so dead!!!

I think my sister has reached her destination already.. i miss her.....

ting

why?

2006-12-12T15:26:00.001+08:00

I wonder why i could not blog at home, i just could not get into this page :( Don't tell me I have to blog in school!!!!

Anyway, my darling Mavis is back!! yipee... but she lied to me and Richmond. She told us that she would be touching down Singapore on Sunday morning, but she actually gave me a surprise call on Saturday morning, saying she is back.... stupid women....

And my sister left in the wee hours this morning... :( she did not want me to send her off.. i miss you my dear sister.. and this time round, she would be gone for 2 long years...

Brandon sent me home yesterday from KAP after his work, he sent mav home and mudd and his gang to clementi. Thank you dear...

Anyway, just had my PSOM ica, wasn't exactly tough, but neither was it easy!

Gotta get back to my work now....

ting

A hectic week

2006-12-06T11:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was our 11th month anniversary..

HAPPY 11th MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR

My sister's wedding on Monday was a blast. Janice and my sis's fren Doris came over on SUnday night and stayed over.. and we have to wake up at 2am on Monday. Make-up artist came over at bout 3am.. the groom came over at about 3.30am to fetch his bride. It was fun.. it was my first time being a bridesmaid :)

Everything went well, but i was seriously shacked that night, but i can only sleep at about 3am. Mummy wasn't feeling well that morning, up till now :( Not forgetting the starting slideshow during the dinna.. is so cute. Is a comic on how my sis and kor met and got together... so sweet...

When sis walked down the red carpet, i nearly teared.. it was happy tears..

Sis's secondary school friend, Bryan came for the dinner.. he kept saying that I have grown up and stuff... said as if he's so old.. he's good looking now.... regular in commandos... HA! the last time i saw him was like in what.. Primary 1?!

Gotta listen in class now.... ciao..

ting

part 2

2006-11-30T16:31:00.000+08:00

The SBM annual general meeting was over in half an hour today... a continuous part of yesterday.

I was at holland v one day and i saw this amazing scene.

I have no idea if i'm a sua ku or what, but it amazes me that the cars have to line up in one line to wait for their turn to enter the car elevator. When the car enters the lift, the door will close and the lift will send the car up to different level to park their car.. but is this efficient?!....

Went to slack with Joyce in town... the christmas tree in the middle, looks so ordinary, but in actual fact, it is made of Sworovski crystal.... under the reflection of the light, is gorgeous...

I miss giong out at night.. i miss watching movie.. i miss watching stars.. i miss going for car rides.. i miss going for suppers..

ting

finally... my pics

2006-11-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

Right, i know it has been a long long time.. n finally i am gonna upload my pics from a long long time ago...... the few months have passed so quick that i didn't know how to react..

Let's see.. well on the last week of teaching, i went Vivocity with this teacher, Ms Teo, and i tried the GODIVA latte for the first time.. i tell u.. is damn good... i didn't regret drinking it at all - 8 bucks a cup (i din pay it anyhoo, it was a treat from Ms Teo)

i drank dark chocolate.. and you can still taste the bits of blended godiva chocolate bits!

I told boyfriend that i wanted him to bring me to Sentosa to sit cable car before the building is demolised for the IR....

my childhood memory......

Well i forgot what comes first or who i met up with earlier.. but i know i enjoyed myself this holiday, and spent alot of time with all my friends.....

yan & rice @ cck - Thai Express

During the hols i met up with yvonne almost every other day and we nearly combed the shopping and food places in spore :) we ate at RAKU one fine day (i forgot when was it) located at citylink.. the food is nicey and the price is reasonable too..... n i simple love that swordfish!!

rice & me @ WM coffeebean

I wonder why till now, i have been craving for coffeebean's cheesecake, i never seemed to have enough of it..

We celebrated Herry's birthday in town, bought him a flesh imp's tee, i'm glad he liked it..

*yawnz.* i'm tired ald.. i shall cont again......

ting

my cravings

2006-11-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

I'm craving for Teochew porridge.. but boyfriend is busy today :( so no supper for me...

I have been consistent for the first week... doing tutorials and stuff.. but i can feel the pressure coming, esp after today's IB tutorial..

Last semester for me.. i just have to buck up!

ting

not in the pink of health

2006-11-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

I have not been in the pink of health lately, my gastric problems are acting up real badly these days, but i swear i eat regularly and i did not overeat, in fact, i have been eating quite little these days, i just don't have the appetite anymore...

Many things have happened within a week, i pray that people dearest to me stay in the pink of health. Went to visit Mudd today, he was admitted to NUH yest morning, get well soon my friend.

At times, i wonder.. life can be so fragile, at any point of time, you may never see the person you love, or the person that matters to you most... can life be really be lived with no regrets?!

ting

i'm happy for her

2006-11-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

I was talking to one of my classmate online, and I was so shocked that i thought she was playing a joke on me, but she is not.. she is really getting married, her boyfriend proposed to her...

I's happy for her, i am proud of her, and as i'm pinning down my thoughts this moment, tears flow down uncontrollably. But these are happy tears for you my dear friend. I remembered months ago you were feeling down, that things are not going the way you hope it could have been, but i can't do anything except to lend a listening ear to you.

But back in school now, for the new semester, everything starts afresh for you. You were able to bounce back, to stay strong, and to believe in yourself. And now, you have finally found your happiness, and i wish you all the best.

I don't know what will happen if you put me in the same situation, but i doubt i could stand up so strong as you did. I pray everyday for the everything to go on smoothly, and pray that the worst case scenarios will never happen... but i'm so afraid, that my prayers will never become reality. For now, i'm standing strong, believing in myself, but i do not know how long can i last, i am trying... i really am............................................................

ting

yawnz

2006-11-16T08:17:00.000+08:00

Is Thursday and I am in school now, having lab class on e-services, and do you know how long is this class?!?! For goodness sake! Its 3 hours!! I'm seriously gonna sleep soon man... I wonder what can she talk about for 3 hours!!

Thank goodness i bought Mac breakfast and I am enjoying it while waiting for Ms Teo to start her lesson.....

ting

bored

2006-11-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

The first lesson of the day was cancelled today!! What the hell.... and the last lesson was really putting me to sleep!! The lecturer was talking so slowly! Goodness!!

I'm tired now.. gotta do my stuff!!

Anyway, i was happy to see Joyce and Kristy in school today. Love you loads

ting

first day of school

2006-11-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

Today was the first day of school, but it was totally not a good start. When i reached the train station, it was really reaining so heavily that the route to school from the train station was flooded.. and i really mean flooded. Everyone was lining up in a single line from the train station, walking alowly all the way to school, and the water level at some spots simply covered my slippers!! gosh.. it was really the first time i see this sight in my 3 years in school...

Had a bad night yesterday, shan't talk about it, juz treat it as a bad nightmare i had :(

Had club meeting just now and it was done like within an hour *well done*, and i hope to hurry step down from my position. It's fun, but tiring :(

ting

to hell you go

2006-11-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

School is starting in a few hours... and i'm feeling damn bloody pissed off now. Don't bother paying your phone bill when you don't even want to pick up calls! And is always when i have important matters to tell you!

ting

damn it

2006-11-10T00:50:00.001+08:00

Why must the stupid senseless politics start again! Fine... if thats gonna be the case, then i will go back to my usual self and stop coming home early... dammit...

Can't i have peace for a week!

sch reopen

2006-11-09T12:22:00.000+08:00

School is gonna start in like 3 more days.. this long holiday for me was like a dream,for it passed so last. Counting down to about 1 more month and my darling Mav will be back :)

I'm meeting the girls tonight for dinner and i'm going shopping with my sista tmr and i haven got time to upload any of my pics for such a long time.. but anyway, i manage to get my run yest.. but i went at a rather wierd timing!! 3.30pm?!?! i was so afraid that it would rain, so while the weather was still cloudy and bright (contridicting), i head off for my run!!

Yvonne is back from her Bangkok trip and she actually went to see a doc halfway while talking to me at 1.30am?! Wierd timing i know.. but poor girl, she said she got bitten so so badly by the mosquitoes that is itching like crazy....

*yawns*

ting

future?

2006-11-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

It is indeed true that nobody knows what lies in the future. But when something happens, do you actually leave it to fate?! I hate to feel that things may not go the way i want it to be, at at times, do i have a choice?!

Well, school is gonna reopen in like 2 weeks time and by that time i would be damn busy for the first few weeks. Handover, SBM... argh

ting

departed

2006-10-31T12:10:00.000+08:00

Watched Departed with Brandon last night at Bishan. It has been such a long time since i ate the chicken rice. Guess the last time i ate was like... last paper of my exams?! with Brandon, Junsheng, Yong, shit... i suddenly forgot his name.. ooo.. Chalven

Was a nice night last night, but the duration of the show made my butt hurt :(

A few weeks left before the start of the school. I really have to find some fulfilling things to do before school reopens...

ting

the haze is over

2006-10-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

The haze has finally subsided for a couple of days now, i don't smell that chao ta smell anymore.. and i am able to sweat it all out again.

Now that i do not have to wake up at the wee hours, i can do anything i like late at night :) watching tv, surfing the net, play game... but as usual, my room is unpacked!!!! I wonder when will i get over and done with.. really....

Went to chevrons with minty and lunz.. played monopoly, watched the soccer match, and sang.. Lunz's friend came too... Then the 4 of us ate supper at Mac (what a place) at CCK and i reached home at about 3.30.

Talked to boyfriend before i went to bed. It has been sucha long time since i talked to him for that long, and it felt nice :)

gtg...

ting

secondary??

2006-10-28T17:11:00.000+08:00

As i sit in front of the screen, i realise that many things in life that i categorized as important is not anymore..

The person i held close in my heart, may not be the one who may be at this point of time. A great deal lack of communication, quality time... all the 5 signs of love languages does not answer any of my questions at this point of time...

I lay down, smiling at myself, hoping that everything from day one is nothing but a dream.. i need a shoulder to lay on... and the only person i can think of whom i can do so is hald the planet away.....

My darling mavis... i miss you......

ting

last day

2006-10-26T07:37:00.000+08:00

Is my last day sitting here at this table, blooging in the morning. I kinda missed it already.

I have nothing much to blog this morning.. i'm still stoning.....

Mr Ng and Ms Teo bought me books to read :) All about relationship... hmmmm.... Maybe ppl with age like mine tend to need this help is that so?! Anyway, i had a fantastic meal at Orchard Hotel yesterday. Every plate of mine never fail to have salmon on it, is simply delicious.

Gotta go get ready for my first class today...

ting

no teaching

2006-10-23T08:02:00.000+08:00

Yet another week has passed and i Monday today.. i'm eating hotdog bread and HL milk for breakfast and i do not have to teach today. Is promotion day today, so it means that the teachers will have a meeting and decide who to promote and who not to...

Been out with minty, bq and lun on saturday, i think i took a couple of pic, shall upload it when i have the time... went out with lun for dinna yesterday and daryl joined us halfway... daryl is funny...

gtg :)

ting

mahjong

2006-10-21T13:00:00.000+08:00

Went to Minty's place last night for mahjong session together with Kimmy and Jing Hui, it was fun and time passed hell fast... i won a couple of rounds and i lost $4.20... and my dear minty was the lucky one :)

Gonna meet lunz and minty for lunch later :)

ting

is raining.....

2006-10-20T07:27:00.000+08:00

When i woke up this morning, i felt so lethargic, and i felt that the haze has gone bad... MAybe a PSI of 103 or something.. it juz seemed so blurry outside. When i was preparing to go out of my house and start the day, it started pouring.. not heavy, juz medium-heavy rain....

N i will NEVER walk to the bus terminal which is 10 mins away with my heels.. so i decided to cab down... and the taxi driver was telling me that it is man-made rain... That man-made rain is medium heavy and they are forcing it to rain coz the weather was damn bad this morning... i was like... ohhhhh realliii??

Anyway, someone made my day last night.. i received a letter from this special someone wishing me happy birthday... i felt so heart-warming upon receiving this letter, it meant so much to me... thank you my dearest darling mavis :) We both know that though we are nearly half a globe away, nobody can replace each other in our hearts :)

Right... i know this sounds as if we are in love or something... but to have a bestest bestie best friend, for god knows how many years, isn't that so nice??? Anyway, though today is Friday, i have so many things to do... is never-ending isn't it?! esp that incident that happened yesterday.... but is all right... i'm loving my job though is never-ending..

ting

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2006-10-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Everything at work goes as usual for me, in fact, everything piled up today at work! I finished marking my exam papers today, i have yet to key in the CA and SA results and i have to do a marker's report.

But generally, i'm still going fine with the pace of the work :)

Though work piled up today, i'm still feeling very happy coz today is my day!! I'm praying hard that boyfriend do not have to work OT today and have dinner with me...

As I see my daily planner in front of me, 6 more days to the last day of work and i'm starting to feel sad about it. I love the teachers here, the students are fun, teaching is a brand new thing for me and i simply love this job. I wouldn't day that i will love this job for a long period of time, but at the very least for now, i'm lovin' it :)

I will upload the pics on my birthday celebration when i have time at home. I have to clear up my mess in my room........ bah!!

ting

lost

2006-10-15T10:11:00.000+08:00

This morning when i woke up, i felt this sense of lost and insecurities... but i don't know what it is, like feeling something is gonna happen... i'm just feeling so uneasy now i dunno why.

Don't really have the mood to blog about the celebration yesterday.. maybe after when i'm feeling better or something..

ting

TGIF

2006-10-13T07:26:00.000+08:00

Yipeedoo.... is the last day of the week again!! But that does not mean that i have lesser markings to do... i am only done with half a class.... shitty.....

I'll be going out with Ms Teo later to town... both of us need new clothes!!

Tmr the gang will be having hi tea at Furama Hotel... :)

*boyfriend get well soon*

ting

nearly late

2006-10-12T07:33:00.000+08:00

I was nearly late for school today.... but as a said.. NEARLY... so when i came in, the bell was ringing..

I've got invigilation today.. and marking marking and more marking.... hopefully i will be able to finish marking like 2 classes today... guess my last resort will be bringing it home to mark which i would be damn reluctant to....

Boyfriend isn't feeling well this morning, or i can say for a few days already.. hope he feels better by this afternoon....

*i wonder why my breakfast taste yummy today :)*

ting

nothing

2006-10-11T07:43:00.000+08:00

There's nothing to blog about today.... just that i slept for like 11 hours when i head home yesterday afternoon.

I wonder if he is working today?! If he is... i think he is still sleeping but i have bombed him phone and yet.. he din pick up!!!

*bored*

ting

my pay

2006-10-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

I won't get my pay on time this month again. Apparently, the admin department did not change the wrong bank code. Or rather, i called MOE last month and got the correct code and stuff but he said he can't change.

So when i called back MOE again, they say that the admin department is responsible to call to change the mistake, and not just say cannot change and ignore it!! Bah... my pay :(

Hope to get this thing done asap, if not.... i will always have to wait until my hair turns white before they send the cheque over to my house.....

I'm done for invigilation today and later in the afternoon, i will have to pack my Geography papers into place for the Sec ones.....

*yawnz*

ting

091006

2006-10-09T07:23:00.000+08:00

Another week has passed and is Monday again... this morning, the weather is all right.. but then the bus terminal is so so quiet... i wonder why.....

All the teachers will be down for a workshop today and the whole day, i will be invigilating......

Will be going down to BBDC later :)

ting

sunday 081006

2006-10-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

Had some problems with blogger yesterday and i couldn't upload my pics....

These was the food we ate when we went Traders Hotel for dinner.... too bad i did not take a pic of the salmon ..... i was too engrossed in eating it!

The dessert was nice.. but not much variety though....

And its been such a long time since i ate fondue!!! *yummy*

Well, this mooncake below is the only mooncake i ate this year and is given by Mrs Lindy Goh in school.... pathetic hur... the mooncake is nice.. is green tea + red bean :)

ting

unhappy night...

2006-10-06T07:27:00.000+08:00

Last night was bad... real bad... horrible in fact.. I had to quarrell with my mum over senseless stuff!!

But nvm bout that.. pondering, whining and thinking about it now isn't gonna help me.. i just have to think of alternatives...

I just have to thank god that my boyfriend isn't serving the nation now if not, things could have been more complicated.......

Today's weather seems fine and nice, no hazy cloudy mornings like i've seen in the past few days.. and most importantly.. is FRIDAY!!!! :)

I just love fridays....

ting

happy 9th month.......

2006-10-05T14:14:00.000+08:00

Happy 9th month

Happy anniversary boyfriend.....

Went dinner with Yvonne yesterday night at Trader's Hotel.. shall upload the pics tonight or tmr when i have the time...

I have always respected the disciplinary teachers since my school days.. They were given this heavy responsibilities by the management of the school to uphold the school rules that is not even set by them in the first place. When i see students being rude and hostile and talking bad about them behind their backs, i can only shake my head and sigh.....

They are just doing their job.. why do students hate them so much when in the first place, is them who broke the school rules...

Guess they are just not mature enough to understand the whole situation and see the big picture like i used to... and i totally regret it... but on the other hand, is part and parcel of growing up isn't it?!

ting

determination

2006-10-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

Determination

If you can't get through the mountain, try going around it.
If you can't go around it, try going over it.
If you can't go over it, ask yourself if getting over to the other side is all that important.
If it is, set your heart out to dig a tunnel through it

I have already set my heart to do what i can to gain back what i have lost... all these takes time... effort... patience...

Love is not just communicating, love is not just about the feelings you have for both parties...

The ultimate love is a promise...

There will be times that you do not feel like loving someone, for you may have been hurt, or you are just not in the mood to put in the effort to... but is because of the promise that commits you to the relationship, that is why you are still holding on....

Communication is not enough, feelings are not reliable....

Though trust is hard to build, is not impossible... The union of 2 parties does not come coincidentally... is the time.. the effort.. the commitment that brings 2 parties together...

ting

hazy days...

2006-10-03T07:19:00.000+08:00

The haze these days is suffocating me real badly, i'm starting to have flu, breathing difficulties.. and because of the hazy weather, i can't go have my evening jog.....

Had dinna with boyfriend at AMK S-11.... its been sucha long time that i set foot there... the ban mian is yummy... but the serving is always so big that i can never finish the bowl.....

Pretty much things to do today.... :(

ting

October

2006-10-01T12:38:00.000+08:00

I just the ringing of the bell. Is the start of the month, 12 noon. I've been teaching for nearly a month now. How fast can that be?!

This whole week wasn't a smooth week one bit. Everything seems to be not in its place and wrong things seriously happened at the wrong time.....

*hope that your granny will be feeling better soon

totally trashed

ting

saturday

2006-09-30T11:50:00.000+08:00

This week has passed so fast... is Saturday now :) Guess the week has caused a routine body clock for me...

Is saturday, but i woke up automatically at 9am.....

*yawnz*

ting

Midnight oil

2006-09-29T07:36:00.000+08:00

Who would have thought that you have to burn midnight oil when you are a relief teacher?! Well, i did.... n that midnight oil has caused me to have puffy eyes already :(

I was superb hungry in the middle of the night and mummy went Maxwell and bought the fish soup for me :) *yummy*

But on the other hand, feeling guilty again.... supper yet again!!!!

ting

exams are coming

2006-09-28T09:47:00.000+08:00

The exams are drawin nearer and nearer and i have to rush through so many things with the student, not too bad for now, at least i have finished setting the exam paper, but i would still have to rush out the answer key for the paper, hopefully by this week!!

I was nearly late today!!! Bah, what is wrong with me man! But at the very least, i'm proud of myself for not cabbing this morning :)

Minty is taking her TP today... All the best minty, sorry i couldn't msg you earlier coz i was in class.....

Oh ya, is the forest somewhere burning again?!? i din't watch the news, but apparently, the haze is quite horrible... i smelt it last night and is causing my headache somehow or rather last night!!

Gotta go prepare my teaching materials~~~

ting

27-09-06

2006-09-27T07:17:00.001+08:00

Why does it seems like it is going to rain any moment every morning? Where did all the chirping birds went to?!I was a little late this morning and i didn't wanna take the risk.. so i decided to spent more money on transport today :p

While talking to one of my close friend yesterday, she told me that she has long ago think that promises are nothing to honour to. I don't know...... in the English term, there are so many other words we could use, and all seems the same meaning to me...

Promise.. assure... to me, these 2 words appear the same meaning to me. But how many people out there really honour their promises?! Even if certain circumstances happens they will honour it?! For nuts i'm one person who did not honour my words when i say i promise....... well, at the very least, it happens...

And in my relationship, i realise another factor other than assuring and promise..... is trust. Is true that trust is built mutually over a period of time, and that trust that is built over a long period of time could also be dashed over a second. When this happenes, what else could you do?!

Does special circumstances really give you the priviledge to do the things that you are not suppose to?!

moody

ting

not too good this morning

2006-09-26T07:23:00.000+08:00

I'm not feeling too good this morning... feeling nauseous this morning. And from the way i see it, guess is gonna rain later on..... *i hate rainy days*

I have quite a fair bit to do today but i'm feeling so lethargic and whiny this morning.... Had supper last night at Maxwell and i had shredded mushroom chicken hor fun...*yummy* the mushroom is fat and juicy!!! woohoo.....

*yawnz* i need a massage badly....

ting

third week

2006-09-25T07:00:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday again and i am in school early. Reached at bout 6.40am and i'm about to have a heavy breakfast to start the day. Had only 4 hours of sleep, but i shall not complain coz boyfriend had definitely less than 4 hours of rest coz mummy needed him to move some stuff over to my sista's place and i only reached home at bout 1am, let alone him, having to drive home again..........

Anyway, it will be a busy week for me this week, by hook or by crook have to finish the exam papers and the tests are this week, so i will be busy marking as well......

No complains... i enjoy my work :)

ting

2006-09-23T14:52:00.000+08:00

Bah!! Blogger is trying to make fun of me.. i tried to upload the pics again and this time round, i could.......

Went to Tanglin that day before i started work to do the paperwork and stuff, and Benedict and Yani came to school to look for me and to have lunch together with the teacher, Tham and Wan at the same time :)

After the luch, the 3 of us went to town, Yani went to meet her friends and Ben and me head down to Cathay to slack.....

guess what did Ben and me did????

Yup yup... we went to eat Ben & Jerry's :) i like.....

our ice cream :)

After our ice-cream, we were just walking around and we decided to catch a movie.... we were deciding between Devil wears Prada and Little Man... and in the end....

we watched Little Man and it was quite funny..... it made my night that day.

But after the movies, i was dead beat, and i went home after the show.... am i aging?!?! how come i'm so easily tired now?!?

So yah, the gang had dinner with beth at West Mall and we slacked at Coffeebean.....

Our group is getting smaller. Azli didn't go that day coz he was painting the house.. Richmond is in army and my dear Mavis.... i miss her........

A few days ago, beth came down to school to look for me and Tham and we went down to Tham's place to see his son - En Yi :)

isn't he cute?

happy :)

ting

time flies

2006-09-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

Time past so fast that it is already Saturday. Did not follow boyfriend yesterday as i was quite tired.....

Wanted to upload my photos today, but apparently, blogger has problems again.....

ting

is friday?

2006-09-22T09:46:00.000+08:00

Today definitely don't feel like a friday to me, the air this morning was dark and dull and the air don't seem that fresh like it should have been. Just finish a class with the Sec ones and at times, i have to admit that i see the young me in them.

Setting the exam papers is also not as easy as it seems, planning, and consideration of different aspects of the paper is needed and it affects hundreds of students at once. Boy... is no wonder that teacher's are relatively high, teachers have to pay a price for it.

It seems like there is so many things to do that i do not have time to study for my theory exams! Boo to me.... i better had organise my time properly... well, i do have time for my own stuff, but the thing is after 5 days of teaching, marking, talking, on the com setting papers, i just want no more books and technology in my life for the weekend. :)

ting

work is piling up

2006-09-21T14:09:00.000+08:00

The time now is nearly 3 in the afternoon and I have just finished researching some stuff on the internet. The staff room can be now considered nearly empty coz today is the second night of the Arts @ Tanglin in Singapore Poly.

I still have unfinished work.. exam papers.. test coming up... goodness!!! Poor students, imagine they have been so caught up with that musical stuff, and they still gotta prepare their exams....

Seems that everything is coming up at the wrong time for them. Oh wells...

This morning wasn't a good day for me, guess i woke up on the wrong side of my bed, woke up late, forgot to bring my wallet!! BAH

But finally, tmr is Friday yet again :)

ting

beth is back..

2006-09-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

Ah beth came back a few days ago and she dated the gang out to westmall today and we had dinner, had fun tonight :)

All of a sudden, it seems that time has passed so fast and so many things was memories.... how i wish we were back in our young teens.. we were so innocent and naive then...

Shall upload the pics another day.... i'm dead beat

ting

Whee...

2006-09-15T09:50:00.000+08:00

My students say I look very happy today.... hah! coz is FRIDAY!!!!!! So fast, and is the end of the week ald. I'm gonna be seeing my worst class later on... hope everything goes on fine... i think i have to read up on how to cope with the students in my class...

I tell myself that i have to do well in coaching my students this time round..... I know i can do it, and I am a student myself wad... the only difference is, these students do not know the importance of having to study and the importance of passing their exams...

I do regret now that i did not study so hard when i was in Secondary school, i did not know that the time passes so fast..

Many of the school rules have changed though.. i just think that my school is so cool now la!!!
1. They can wear sports shoes to school... no more normal plain white school shoes
2. The uniform is made in a way that they are suppose to tuck out
3. They do not have to line up after recess to go to class, they just head to wherever that they are suppose to after recess

How i wish that the school rules was at such when i was still studying here... But the only thing that I am happy with my time is that the uniform was much nicer.... :)

*poot*

Talking about school and results... This sem, my results totally disappoint me man!! I disappointed myself.. Got a D for that module that I thought I could get a C. Bah....

ting

day 4 of school

2006-09-14T09:40:00.000+08:00

Is the Day 4 of school and i have taken 2 periods of Sec 3 classes. Everything is alright, everything is fine. I guess up till today, the best element of getting their attention is to open one eye and close one eye, in this way, I won't get a sorethroat, they won't hate me and is more of a win win situation.

Anyway, I went home at like 3.50 yesterday and I slept all the way from 4.30pm all the way to 6 this morning, with interruptions here and there. But I had a good rest I should say........

Guess I'll stay in school today to finish up all the revision notes for the Sec 3 kids :)

ting

yawnz

2006-09-13T10:12:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm done with the typing out of the test paper for the express and normal classes :) I have only one class today, that is at 12.50pm.

Ahhhh........ once i get my first pay, I have got to get some clothes that I can wear to school, more formal ones... Mrs Molyani (HOD English) just asked me to try to wear longer pants. I did not wore shorts.. but i wore something like 3 quarters.....

I'm tired now... Ah Yao is coming to school later to look for me...

ting

in school

2006-09-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

I'm in school now, typing out the test that i set for the Sec ones.... time passes so fast everyday, before i know it, the bell rings. And it seems like i turned back time!! Able to see the school teachers and i'm feeling so good when i sing the nagtional anthem every morning, not forgetting the pledge.

When saying the pledge this morning, i thought back about the times that i stood beside Mr Tan (the discipline master) every morning for flag raising and lead the pledge :) i miss those times......

Anyway, kids now are so naughty.. well, maybe from the start kids are hard to deal with in the first place, but i should say that kids now do not care about their work at all, not even projects that make up 50% of their CA results. What exactly are they thinking???

ting

first day at work

2006-09-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

Being teacher is not really an easy job afterall, but sure the time passes damn fast, and I really mean it. Is really fast!! I had like 6 periods today, and what surprise me is that the normal acad class are actually much better than the express class and I was having a real hard time asking the Sec 3 to shut up!! *goodness*

They really don't care about their projects at all!!!!!! Not even when it consists 50% of their CA. Is only the first day of work.......... and i'm feeling.......

ting

ms lee

2006-09-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

Starting work in a few hours time. Hope everything goes well... *praying*

ting

i love moi man

2006-09-10T16:45:00.000+08:00

Went out with Joyce yesterday.. too bad we did not take any pics. Told boyfriend i wanted to go singing yesterday with Joyce and he told me to go ahead and offered to send me home aft i'm done and in the end, he came down to join us. But kbox service was surperb horrible!! The air con was freaking cold and u can see so many ppl standing outside their room to get some warmer air, but when i asked for a cup of hot water, (Joyce and me asked a total of 3 times i think) they just simply said that they do not offer hot water.

And I was seriously not enjoying myself at all man, i was shivering!!! Then how do you expect me to sing with a shivering body?!! What the hell! And I approach the manager personally and told him to get a taste os the aircon in the room, and he came into the room and i guess he finally understood english and he asked the staff to get me a cup of hot water.... i.d.i.o.

They should have given us that bloody cup of water!!!!! But anyway, we lost track of time and i came home really early man!! We really sang till near closing and boyfrind had to kinda speed to send Joyce and me home before his father needs the vehicle. But i really enjoyed myself..

But for now, I really feel so glitery with this butterfly in my stomach.. a buch of butterflies mayb.... I feel so nervous when I think that tomorrow will be my first day of work at schooolll!!!!!!

ting

no wonder...

2006-09-09T12:32:00.000+08:00

I just woke up not long ago, tucked myself into bed about 5 plus after watching an episode from Nip / Tuck. Went Chevrons with boyfriend too.

This morning, i came across this article which i think explains why kids are so rebelious these few days. Conclusion?! - Teenage brains lacks empathy.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14738243/?GT1=8506

Huh?! Can you believe this? To think that kids these few days have so many reports and tests that is helping them get away with so many things :) Is great being a kid ya!

ting

yipee!!!

2006-09-08T12:16:00.000+08:00

Finally... my wireless is workign again!! Apparently I hacen't connect it preperly or whatever thing that has to be restarted!! Goodnesssss.... for a moment, i thought that i would have to trouble kor to repair my com again, and i tell u, by then, my sis will hack me into pieces for giving them so much trouble coz of my god damn computer!!! lol....

But phew for now.... I'll blog later about yesterday.. i have to go freshen up and start my day soon :)

ting

bah

2006-09-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired... went out with Yvonne and boyfriend joined us after that and I met Mavis's bro while climbing the stairs...

What irony?! Well, imagine that you and your bestie has been frenz like 8 years now, and you have been to her place upteen times, and you met her bro more than the fingers and toes you have, and other then a 'hi' 'bye', you spoke nothing more. And imagine, like 8 years later, you met your bestie's bro on the street, and for the first time, the both of you juz hit off well, and spoke..... haha.... funny but sweet :)

Anyway, I went back to Tanglin today and helped to mark their workbooks... and I tell you, from now on, i shall salute to teachers!!! Marking is damn bloody tough i tell you. I took about an hour to make a class.. and I am marking Geog.. imagine English teachers?!?!?!?! *faint*

ting

photos...

2006-09-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

Haiz....i guess i'm getting my own retribution for not taking care of my sista's stuff when she lends me her stuff... haiz... karma!!

Anyway, photos time as promised...

our lil' celebration after Entrepreneurship Day ' 06

the best team i have ever worked with :)

Then.. after Entrepreneurship Day, it was time for mugging... for exams......

stuffing info into my brain at home....

and studying tog with Joyce.....

it was really hell those days......

and finally........

this was my LAST PAPER!!!!! HR.....

and is time for partying....... and meeting up with frenz....

With Minty and gang :)

And with my poly mates.. it was a big big group that day.. lets see.. we had Diyana, Herry, KK, Kang An, Terence, Jun Xiong, Joan, QQ, Wei Hao, Darren.... thats bout it i guess....

I went Balcony to drink with Di.. had a shooter that night, and we head below to NYDC to have dinna with the rest.. and thereafter, some of us walked from Heeren all the way to Esplanade.. i know it sounds crazy... but.. it was fun!! :)

dinna at NYDC....

KK was forever hyper that night!!

Wei Hao and Terence

KK and me :)

with Herry...

Diyana :)

The guys always like this kinda photos.. i wonder y!!

We finally reached Esplanade...

With Jun Xiong

With Terence

~ting~

bad tummyache

2006-09-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

MOMMY!!! I'm having a bad bad tummyache right now.. what happened to me?? Went to meet boyfriend a lil while, and i really mean a lil while.. like say 15 mins?? den head down to meet Joyce at PS to help her get stuff for her IPP.... luckily we manage to find and bought everything that she needed... and ... i fell in love with this bag at Chomel.. and is $99 bucks!! oh man.....

i'll upload all the photos i have tmr

~ting~

full

2006-09-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

I was bored at home and I went for supper with Nigel just now, fish soup and some other food... and I am so so full after that... I'm seriously gonna grow sideways already!!!

Bah....

Anyway, I'm going out with Minty and Lunz for lunch tmr, that all depends what time are we waking up tmr den :)

~ting~

bored

2006-09-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

I'm bored.... real bored.... plain bored.... anything for me to do?!?!

argh

~ting~

yawnz

2006-09-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

The zzzz monster must have captured me somehow... i'm always feeling so tired... but at the very least, i had the discipline to finally pack my room aft god knows how long!

I'm meeting diyana, kk, herry and gang and we'll be heading down balcony tonight.. hopefully i can take more photos and dun b a lazy bum and upload it :)

cheerios

~ting~

busy

2006-09-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

Went back Tanglin early in the morning toget the paper work done and I will be starting work officially on Sept 11... what a day to start...

After that went to meet my precious for a meal together with Tham and Wan at the usual place :) Jacks's place and it was Tham's treat as usual.

Wentto Bishan after that to meet boyfriend supposedly for a movie, but nothing caught my eye so we went to have dinna instead.... and since he was meeting Yong, i dun wanna go back so early so i went to meet Yvonne to chit chat...

Nothing much actually, went home via train and came home, tok to Yvonne on the phone and went to bed and woke up at like 2pm today...

For now, i'm so addicted to nip/tuck... is nicey......

And i went to Chevrons today with boyfriend and my mood is foul..... superb......

:(
ting

tired.. but fun

2006-08-27T14:41:00.000+08:00

I just woke up... at like 2.30pm?!? whoosh.... thats late... came back rather late yesterday. Went out with lunz, minty, kimmy and slack at sherry's place and played bored games. Have been going out with my frenz for the past few days after exams.. and going out = spending money!!

Gotta start staying at home and start savoing money ald...

And for now, I'm so addicted to yahoo games that i can play and do nothing else...... a good way to save money i guess!! lol....

Is my sista's wedding phtotshoot tmr and i'm gonna help her out, and boyfriend's attachment starts tmr all the way at Changi.. so good luck to him!!

I'm gonna start rotting now!!

~ting~

shoo off

2006-08-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

Me myself, i do not go clubbing, coz i do not really like the environment there. I have not tried it, so i cannot comment on anything, coz some frenz of mine do enjoy themselves where they are there on the dancing floor... but one god damn person that i anti him going is u noe who.....

I am not understanding why you are going there, and i do not want to know. You know who you are, are if you think that i am always posting things that you do not want to read, den shoo, dun read. This is my space, I do what i want to do and i post what i want to write, you have no control over this.

Go ahead, go do what you like, and dun even bother reporting to me, coz i do not want to know. I'm nobody to control your life, is your leg, your mind.....

~ting~

freedom.... feels guuuud

2006-08-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

WHOOOO........ it was my last paper a few hours ago... and it sure feels good now :) I do not have to worry wad questions may be coming out, cramping and digesting all the info into my brain cells..... is my freedom day!!!!

~ting~

a sneak

2006-08-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

A little sneak for me here, I have completed like 3 lecture ald :) *proud* and way to go, i have been quite discipline today i guess,and i am determined to finish my notes by 6.30pm, or may 7 the latest :)

The last paper tmr, and I am on a long hols!!!!! Joycey.... if u ever read this, dun forget our date :) spas, massages, and villa bali!!! :) motivation k!!

on the go...
~ting~

muggin

2006-08-22T12:21:00.000+08:00

Tmr is my last paper for this semester already, and is HR (human resource)... i haven started a thing yet, i noe.... bag gal last night, came back and slack all the way! Today will be the mugging day for me, I am going to concentrate real hard.... I'm starting at 1pm, all the way to 8pm, with a break at probably 4...

Hopefully i am able to finish studying hr today........ Hoping to get an A for it.....

~ting~

darn

2006-08-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

Apparently, talking nicely to a guy seems like is a wrong move altogether! Being polite and nice to guys are juz not needed when circumstances happen..

And to all insurance saving plan surveyors..... BACK OFF!!!!! YOU PEOPLE ARE IRRITATING ME BIG TIME!!!

I don't exactly mean all... but u noe wad i mean, some surveyors just won't let you off no matter wad!!!! Argggg

~ting~

thx dear

2006-08-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

I just could not guet started studying at home, so i decided to go down to sengkang and got joyce and kim to study with me. It was quite a fruitful trip down, i manage to absorb quite a bit....

Went to Joyce's void deck to study aft that and da bao so much food there!! LOL.... famous amos, almond showder, sesame chowder, drinks... adn we studied pretty late, so i got boyfriend to send me home (as usual) and he brought me to eat supper at my place...

Ate pig stomach soup and he ate pig trotter.... but i guess it was the soup that caused my diarrhoea in the middle of the night... :(

Today's paper was alright... cant get too good a result but it won't be that bad either i guess....

~ting~

am i what i am

pictures time

work work and more work

opps....

OL

start of work

sickening or what

good luck my dear

random

boring sunday

my phone

k craving

i've been lazy

human is greedy

dedicate to my darling mavis

age is catching up

exams are over..

chinese new year

lack of sleep cause crankiness

projects projects

sicky

sicky

extraction of wisdom tooth

nice weather

tiring week

disappointment

enjoyable time just passed so quickly.....

tired

my grandpa

woohoo..... finally

is holiday sooon.....

my test is horrible

why?

A hectic week

part 2

finally... my pics

my cravings

not in the pink of health

i'm happy for her

*yawnz*

bored

first day of school

to hell you go

damn it

sch reopen

future?

departed

the haze is over

secondary??

last day

no teaching

mahjong

is raining.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

lost

TGIF

nearly late

nothing

my pay

091006

sunday 081006

unhappy night...

happy 9th month.......

determination

hazy days...

October

saturday

Midnight oil

exams are coming

27-09-06

not too good this morning

third week

time flies

is friday?

work is piling up

beth is back..

Whee...

day 4 of school

**yawnz**

in school

yawnz

yawnz