Friday, November 17, 2006
I was talking to one of my classmate online, and I was so shocked that i thought she was playing a joke on me, but she is not.. she is really getting married, her boyfriend proposed to her...
I's happy for her, i am proud of her, and as i'm pinning down my thoughts this moment, tears flow down uncontrollably. But these are happy tears for you my dear friend. I remembered months ago you were feeling down, that things are not going the way you hope it could have been, but i can't do anything except to lend a listening ear to you.
But back in school now, for the new semester, everything starts afresh for you. You were able to bounce back, to stay strong, and to believe in yourself. And now, you have finally found your happiness, and i wish you all the best.
I don't know what will happen if you put me in the same situation, but i doubt i could stand up so strong as you did. I pray everyday for the everything to go on smoothly, and pray that the worst case scenarios will never happen... but i'm so afraid, that my prayers will never become reality. For now, i'm standing strong, believing in myself, but i do not know how long can i last, i am trying... i really am............................................................
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10:46 PM
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