*my space*

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

For some time, i haven't have time to think and fantasize about so many stuff. Tuition session today, my kiddo was doing last min work and i just hope that i can help her as much as i can and get good grades for her streaming and make her parents and me proud.

I'm sitting in front of my com now, starting to think about life. I had this idea to be a relief teacher during my 3 months hol in my secondary sch. It sounds great to me, i can't go back to the environment that i have spent like 4 years there, with all my teachers who taught me with patience. Thinking bout the scene just makes my heart feel so nice *smiling*

Come to think of it, it has been nearly 4 years since. So many things has happened, and I've grown to be a lady, to be commited, to learn to be understanding with the people around me, to learn to work with diff people, to stay up late to rush my deadlines. My sista was right, sec sch live was the time that i enjoyed most, and i missed it so... esp during the times when I have to go for intensive netball training and at the same time study anddo my homework.

I seemed to be able to cope with everythig that comes to my way even though i was a mere teen. With such comparison, dearest was right. Is not as if there is no time to do so many things. Is all about time management.

I used to blog about how sad my life was, how tedious is to face situations, how i miss this and how i hope that. But i realise is not the case anymore. Down the road, when i look back at those past entries, i do not want to juz see how pathetic i was, but to see wad a jovious gal i was and how happy i am to live.

As i flip thru the papers every single day, i start to realise how fragile life can me. One moment, you may be happy celebrating something, and the other, you may juz leave your love ones forever, or worst still, get killed by a case of mistaken identity which happened a few months ago.

I want to be able to live life to the fullest, to enjoy every bit of it.

~ting~

10:30 PM

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