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Thursday, June 22, 2006

Sometimes I wonder, if i'm born rich with a golden sppon fed in my mouth, how will life be then?? Money come and go, you earn, you spend, that is a cycle.

Haven gone out with him for quite a while already, but somehow, I chose not to. I can't make up my mind, I'm fickle minded. I don't want to stay at home all day long, at the same time, I don't want to go out with him. Is just me.... I don't want anyone to spend money on me, I feel bad.

At times, i fantasize being able to stay alone in a small house, maybe a little cozy condo, where I can see the sea, or maybe a reservoir. Slack at the balcony alone, drinking coffee. Head down to town alone, casual window shopping, enjoying dim sum.......... being alone isn't that bad afterall...

I like this kitchen... able to cook at ease in this warmly welcoming kitchen..... how nice can that be???

The kitchen matters to be alot i guess.... i love cooking..

~ting~

3:59 AM

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