{PROLOGUE}

**dilys**

*loves
black.white.simplicity.being loved. sunset.stars.slacking.silver. blingbling.attitudes


*hates
confusion.alone.separation. sensibility.logic

{WISHLIST}

to find the one
to own my love
carefree
license
{FELLOWS}

kimmy
jinghui
minty
sherry
kristy
kelvin kho
angeline
sammy
joyce
deborah

{EXPRESS}

 
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
I want back my father, I dun want to have any arguments no more. I'm tired of all these, I just want him back. But I know this is not going to happen, Coz he's long gone......gone far far away and never gonna come back.

I'm troubled, so so troubled. All these shit have to come now. Guess I'm not ready just yet, not ready for anything. I love him. Love him with all my heart, but it seems such a painful process to go through. Are we totally different?

Call me selfish, say I'm not understanding, tell me I'm still one childish kid.I'm not ready to change for anyone out there, or perhaps never will be. He said it hurts him when something happens to me, but it saddens me when I make him feel this way. I want to see him hurt no more, Enough of all the shit from me!

~ting~



12:07 AM

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