Went to darling's place aft school to have a gathering with the rest of the gang :) I missed those times that we were in sec school.... we cant turn back time can we??
Darling is leaving me soon, for 7 months before she's gone for another 4 years. I'm starting to miss her ald. I realli do..........
Tok to Mr Tham just now, felt it much easier to communicate wih him now. Does that mean that I've matured after all these years?? So many incidents have happened. He watched us grow up, a daddy to me....
I missed my dearest all of a sudden. At times, I will just wonder, why m i so fortunate enough to have met him? But at times, I will just lay down n think how hard life can become in the near future. No doubt that we have a super duper long long way to go, who knows what may happen the next moment?? But as what daddy Tham said, is not whether what will happen, rather, how will you want it to happen....
I do love him, i really do. I cant really say I'm too young to know what love exactly is, but i definitely cant say I'm an expert in it. As a matter of fact, I sux at handling situations like tat. Arguments can be avoided, but inevitable at times. I guess there's much more for me to see and learn.... much much more....
I always wonder.. when will it be the day that I can consider myself a mature lady and handle situations the way it should be and stop sulking whenever situations arises??
~ting~
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