So many things happened in such ha short period of time, and I'm like gasping for air, unable to breathe. Darling left to study in Australia. Everything was so sudden. I miss her so much, but nevertheless, I will wish her all the best in her studies, supprt her decision, and I will always be there for her.
But at the same time, I feel so lost the time she stepped into the departure hall, with dearest hugging me from behind, telling me that everything will be alright. I just felt that I have lost something very important in my life, I just din know what to do at that point of time.
Till this point of time, I will scroll down to her name and number in my phonebook. I just need some time to adjust not having her around.
Went to IMM with Minty to have our dinner, and we were shopping in Daiso when darling suddenly called me!!!! My goodness.. my mood has just like changed 180 degress. Glad to know that everything went well for her and her host are good people.
For now, I have to force myself, give myself strength and motivate myself to study. I seemed to be so lethargic, not being able to absorb whatever is taught, beling so tired all these while. Guess it must be the IPP!!!
Gotta do some paperwork for now and some financial planning ahead..
~ting~
10:20 PM
