{PROLOGUE}

**dilys**

*loves
black.white.simplicity.being loved. sunset.stars.slacking.silver. blingbling.attitudes


*hates
confusion.alone.separation. sensibility.logic

{WISHLIST}

to find the one
to own my love
carefree
license
{FELLOWS}

kimmy
jinghui
minty
sherry
kristy
kelvin kho
angeline
sammy
joyce
deborah

{EXPRESS}

 
Monday, March 20, 2006
When i needed him, he was always there for me. When i needed help, he will always be there to rescue me. He puts me on top priority. He took in every nonsense i gave and still love me the way he used to. He would send me home no matter how tired he was. He will give in to me when i wanted something to be done my way.

How much more can i ask from him.

Instead, i broke my promise. Not the first time, not the second, and i guess neither is it the third. Why is that the case? I did not mean for all these to happen. I want to share everything good and bad with him. I want to treat him the best the way i can. But why is it that the fateful event will always flash past my memory and i withdrew away from him?

I wanted to put that event behind me, to look forward to my future. But why cant that be the case? I fear that would happen in my life when i start to put all that bloody trust in the guy i know i can trust!! Dammit!! I hate myself...

~ting~



2:14 AM

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