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Monday, July 18, 2005

everything became back to normal again, n i've once again became the gal i was... mayb not totally, but somewhat.. i realise that for everything that we have done in life, we cannot expect everything to turn out what we expect it to be, even if it totally went the wrong way, we try to change it, if not, accept it with an open-mind...

i realli believe that by watching tv programs, it taught me to open up my mind... alot.. for eg. relationship, if a guy isn't what u expect, den u either accept it or let go... diff gal has diff personalities which require diff kind of guys with diff ability to satisfy each n every one of them. what i have in mind is for a guy to love me, shower me with his care n concern, doesn't gamble, womenize, n pays more attention to me den his frenz.. is that really hard to ask for??

for now, i juz hope myself to b happy.. n i juz found out that i can b happi juz staying at home alone to write my blog, listening to music.. life is short, how much can we ask for?? i juz merely dun wanna regret for any of the decisions that i make in life, thats all that i ask..

i'm juz thinkin if i should take up another tuition job.. to earn more money, it feels great on fri to b able to take my pay for the first month over such a long time ever since i stopped working in hang ten.. hmm... mayb i should.. den i can spend more time on myself...

~ting~

4:17 AM

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