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Saturday, July 23, 2005

i din go for sharing session today coz i have alot of data entry stuff to be done n handed in to my supervisor by today!! but finally, me n yvonne have finish doin all the stuff that is needed to b done!! yeah..

anyway, had a talk with him yest till quite late at night. i'm speechless.. i dun bother saying anything else. wads the point of him telling me to give him a chance n stuff liddat n in e end tell me that he needs a break frm this relationship? i think is total bull crap!! i dun take his words any further. i mean, wad m i expecting frm myself when that bastard is like having some feelings for his ex?

y to him, having feelings for her is nothing. den wad is considered something? i really would like to noe man. mayb all these has gone way too far for me. for a princess who does nothing at home exp for playing games, sleeping, watching tv, eating, i'm doin all that a slave shld do for her master, in addition, w/o getting paid!! i really had enough.

mayb as wad they say, ppl take for granted. so mayb as wad he said, i've done too much in this relationship that i realli shld let go. mayb i shld learn frm jane. n pick myself up frm there. oh well, he juz called me.. n mayb i AM really picking myself up. i din have the urge to meet him at all despite the fact that he asked me to....

i'm juz sop sick n tired of meeting him. den agenda of the day? nothing much... n in the end, we may end up arguing bout something stupid. for eg.. wad to wear to the beach!??! like yesterday!! well, since he wants a holiday from this relationship, go ahead, i dun really give a damn bout him anymore. guys are always like that, mayb jane is rite!! let him regret n come crawling to u!! but put ur ego n pride up high, n nv to accept him ever again!! well thats the way it is man!!

in this country, not even world of 2 billion people, whom is in actual fact the right person for u? u may nv noe. married couples may get married n in the end 10 yrs dwn the road get a divorce coz they find out that their partners aren't meant for em in the first place. some may lead a second marriage aft that, some remain single for the rest of their lives!!

so wad so impt bout having a partner n so on?!?! even being a les can b fun!! juz the experience is so priceless n precious!! n most importantly, u dun even need to get married, or rather, u cant even get married if u are a les!! so wads the prob?!?!

~ting~

6:47 AM

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